P.S. (post script) # b
thought we cud take sme moments and sit in a tub of
blue ink...wanted us to both write our futures on each otha's
back....
needed u to know i'm enthralled by you
needed me to know that ur rendered speechless by me...
we loved each otha in a tub of blue ink...now lets write out our
intertwinin' destinies.
haiku
strangle me with night
i see u mirrored in stars-
ur hand on my womb.
haiku
let me ask u how
blkness frm yo mouth gets in/
side my righteous smile.
haiku
breezy gazebo-we
smoke away our thoughts-grindin'
nonsense in the wind.
haiku
sorry my blkness
got cho mouth smellin' raw-jus
deal with all my taste!
P.S. #c
baby
i realize its just a...well i sorta understand it all, but...
well i really wanna know what chu think...
ok, sighs, i need to know if you cud begin to like...
maybe its jus askin too much....NO!
baby cud you really grow to love my toe nails painted bright
red?
'House of Atreus' Publishing/2006
Monday, January 8, 2007
Monday, December 18, 2006
U Ain't Ready ~ Ghetto Luv
Baby I can't write today
I got too much on my mind
If I take the top off of this box
TODAY.
You might not love me in the evening.
You might have second thoughts
I DON'T THINK UR READY!
No baby!
I can't take yo pennies.
These thoughts can't be bought.
They'd break yo bank accounts.
They'd send u unda.
You don't really wanna know what's on my mind today.
I REALLY DON'T THINK UR READY.
I've been tryin to tell you all day long.
These thoughts can't be expressed.
Premature ears shouldn't hear these words.
These words could start off as a seductive nibble
Then leave you without ears.
YOU AIN'T READY BOI!!
I keep tryin to tell you!
So leave me alone today.
Let me get through today.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
I got too much on my mind
If I take the top off of this box
TODAY.
You might not love me in the evening.
You might have second thoughts
I DON'T THINK UR READY!
No baby!
I can't take yo pennies.
These thoughts can't be bought.
They'd break yo bank accounts.
They'd send u unda.
You don't really wanna know what's on my mind today.
I REALLY DON'T THINK UR READY.
I've been tryin to tell you all day long.
These thoughts can't be expressed.
Premature ears shouldn't hear these words.
These words could start off as a seductive nibble
Then leave you without ears.
YOU AIN'T READY BOI!!
I keep tryin to tell you!
So leave me alone today.
Let me get through today.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
'On my mind'
| thought about u today... thought about yo walk and yo talk...thought about yo color...u be high yella man. thought about u today... wanted to lick sunlight frm each crease in yo cheek...wanted to swim in yo thoughts and jigg to the pul.sa.tion of yo heart beat. thought about u today... u gave me insight...and a reason to eat a new mornin' to walk up and kiss the sun full oh his lighted lips. thought about u today... cleanin' my house, foldin' my clothes u on my mind...u on my heart; thought about u today.... and hoped u thought about me! 'House of Atreus' Publishing/2006/~!.Oryk'al.!~ |
Haiku Utterance!
| breathe eazy blk soil... gatha morning in yo hands, hurl it to the skies. 'House of Atreus' Publishing/2006/~!.Oryk'al.!~ |
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
Start Today
I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I'm not sure what had me so glued. Maybe it was the warmth of my bed, the position I was in or the sweet presence next to me. I believe it was the combination of all three. After pressing the snooze button twice on both my cell phone and the alarm clock, I finally mustered the strength to roll out of bed. *Yawn* Instead of going straight to the bathroom to wash my face and brush, I decided to go ahead and grab the ironing board and starch. I wasn't ready to wash away such good rest so soon. While ironing, my usual routine, after washing up of course...lol, is listening to Frank Ski & Wanda Smith’s morning show on V-103 Atlanta's People Station. (Nice Plug) My roommate had called me on yesterday morning talking about a call that they had aired from a friend of a woman whose 4-year-old son was in the hospital fighting, for a year and a half, a very rare cancer. I did not even want to hear it because I know how I am. Well, Frank Ski comes back from commercials with his Inspirational Vitamin and guess what? He replays the call from yesterday morning. I was SO not ready for this. I could hear the pain in the young woman’s voice as she talks about the 4 year old's condition. The cancer had spread throughout his body. It started out as a small knot on his knee. The doctor tried amputating his leg but that did not keep the cancer from spreading. Now, it’s all over his lungs and the doctor told them that this 4 year old could die at any minute. The reason for the call was to solicit the prayers for the young boy, in his critical condition, the mother and their family but she said something that hit me very hard. She talked about how much of an angel he is. Man, I am such a softy. I’m getting teary eyes again. The young boy died later last night. My heart goes out to the family of this child.
After listening and shedding a few tears, I began to think about how much we complain about the conditions of our lives, whether it is our jobs, homes, cars, relationships, careers, education, etc. Some of us are old as dirt and have never even had minor surgery. Some of us have never been in a vehicle accident that we did not walk away from with little to no scars. Some of us have never even had a broken bone. Most of us are very healthy and have decent healthcare. Yet, we still complain and mope, then find ourselves depressed and stressed out about temporary issues and situations we have the power to change. We are so ABUNDANTLY BLESSED because most of us do not have to WAKE UP with the concerns of illness on our mind. We take so much for granted. We should be grateful that we have a life filled with memories both good and bad. We should BE GRATEFUL for the chance, with each sunrise, to experience life, in spite of the tough situations and circumstances we have to face daily. There will always be different types of struggles that we will have to face as long as we live. Life does not owe us anything. We have to stop wasting time. We owe it to ourselves to make the most of it. GOD has been extremely MERCIFUL TO US.
Take a moment today to think about what is really important. Have you been taking life for granted? Have you been wasting precious time stressing, depressed over the little things? God gave us the GIFT OF LIFE to enjoy. Most have already gotten off to a late start.
Today I am making the decision to STOP COMPLAINING and START LIVING because what I have is TODAY and TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED.
~SagittarianSoule~
©Neves Destiny Complete
After listening and shedding a few tears, I began to think about how much we complain about the conditions of our lives, whether it is our jobs, homes, cars, relationships, careers, education, etc. Some of us are old as dirt and have never even had minor surgery. Some of us have never been in a vehicle accident that we did not walk away from with little to no scars. Some of us have never even had a broken bone. Most of us are very healthy and have decent healthcare. Yet, we still complain and mope, then find ourselves depressed and stressed out about temporary issues and situations we have the power to change. We are so ABUNDANTLY BLESSED because most of us do not have to WAKE UP with the concerns of illness on our mind. We take so much for granted. We should be grateful that we have a life filled with memories both good and bad. We should BE GRATEFUL for the chance, with each sunrise, to experience life, in spite of the tough situations and circumstances we have to face daily. There will always be different types of struggles that we will have to face as long as we live. Life does not owe us anything. We have to stop wasting time. We owe it to ourselves to make the most of it. GOD has been extremely MERCIFUL TO US.
Take a moment today to think about what is really important. Have you been taking life for granted? Have you been wasting precious time stressing, depressed over the little things? God gave us the GIFT OF LIFE to enjoy. Most have already gotten off to a late start.
Today I am making the decision to STOP COMPLAINING and START LIVING because what I have is TODAY and TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED.
~SagittarianSoule~
©Neves Destiny Complete
Slow Your Roll
After an emotional early morning and an even more emotional hustle through traffic, I am finally getting settled in at work. I had my moment of silence to expel all negative energies that I have picked up since I rose and along my journey here and gather, all of the positive energy needed to catalyst this workday. For some reason, I am still feeling a little unsettled.
On the way to work, I stopped to the nearest gas station for a quick fill up and my favorite drink, Sobe Elixir 3C. Yummy!! I did not open it until I did all of my computer log-ins and my routine prepping. I tend to be very meticulous at work. If all paperwork, logs, pens, phones are right where I need them, it makes for an extremely smooth day for me. It does not matter how much I have to do.
So anyways, when I find myself in such a 'disfunk', I usually seek out some type of enlightenment. My Creator and I have been really tight lately. He has been speaking to me a lot, and in some of the most unexpected ways. Well, I twist my Sobe cap, take a few yummy sips, close up the bottle, and place it on my desk. Before I pick up the bottle again, I check my email, reply to a couple, and resolve a couple issues. When I opened the cap the second time, I looked inside. Inside every cap, Sobe always has some type of saying inside but this morning I wasn't really thinking about it. Inside the cap were three words, Slow Your Roll.
My spiritual motors revved and my mind became a whirlwind of thoughts. There is a lot to be said about these three words. I was talking to a friend of mine on yesterday evening about God's continually confirming his life's purpose. I was thoroughly inspired and encouraged as he spoke about several incidents that took place over the few days we had not really spoken. I began to tell him about how, every year up until I found my niche, I would have these temper tantrum with life. You know, how things were not happening the way I wanted and when I wanted them to happen. I think I was more frustrated with the fact that I did not know what it was I wanted to make happen. I would be angry at the world because I felt like I was a grown man, time was slipping away and I had nothing to show for it. Everyone else around me was doing something important but me.
Listen Fam, all of our mumbling, grumbling and complaining is not going to make things happen any faster for us, no matter what it is. The fact that we find ourselves in this place of unrest, shows a sign of maturity but God always knows best. We may want that promotion but we may need a little more work on our character and a minor attitude adjustment. We may want someone to love us but we may need to spend a little more time loving on ourselves, healing and dealing with old baggage. Just because we think we are ready for something, does not necessarily mean it is ready for us. Slow Your Roll. Patience is a virtue and everything will happen for us in its season. God's infinite wisdom always supersedes our finite understanding. He will reveal it all in time.
I wrote this blog to encourage you. Do not worry about tomorrow. There is enough trouble today. God takes care of every blade of grass and sees it through its purpose...from lush green to withered and dried. If you want it...He will make it happen.
Love, peace, and blessings.
~SagittarianSoule~
©Neves Destiny Complete
On the way to work, I stopped to the nearest gas station for a quick fill up and my favorite drink, Sobe Elixir 3C. Yummy!! I did not open it until I did all of my computer log-ins and my routine prepping. I tend to be very meticulous at work. If all paperwork, logs, pens, phones are right where I need them, it makes for an extremely smooth day for me. It does not matter how much I have to do.
So anyways, when I find myself in such a 'disfunk', I usually seek out some type of enlightenment. My Creator and I have been really tight lately. He has been speaking to me a lot, and in some of the most unexpected ways. Well, I twist my Sobe cap, take a few yummy sips, close up the bottle, and place it on my desk. Before I pick up the bottle again, I check my email, reply to a couple, and resolve a couple issues. When I opened the cap the second time, I looked inside. Inside every cap, Sobe always has some type of saying inside but this morning I wasn't really thinking about it. Inside the cap were three words, Slow Your Roll.
My spiritual motors revved and my mind became a whirlwind of thoughts. There is a lot to be said about these three words. I was talking to a friend of mine on yesterday evening about God's continually confirming his life's purpose. I was thoroughly inspired and encouraged as he spoke about several incidents that took place over the few days we had not really spoken. I began to tell him about how, every year up until I found my niche, I would have these temper tantrum with life. You know, how things were not happening the way I wanted and when I wanted them to happen. I think I was more frustrated with the fact that I did not know what it was I wanted to make happen. I would be angry at the world because I felt like I was a grown man, time was slipping away and I had nothing to show for it. Everyone else around me was doing something important but me.
Listen Fam, all of our mumbling, grumbling and complaining is not going to make things happen any faster for us, no matter what it is. The fact that we find ourselves in this place of unrest, shows a sign of maturity but God always knows best. We may want that promotion but we may need a little more work on our character and a minor attitude adjustment. We may want someone to love us but we may need to spend a little more time loving on ourselves, healing and dealing with old baggage. Just because we think we are ready for something, does not necessarily mean it is ready for us. Slow Your Roll. Patience is a virtue and everything will happen for us in its season. God's infinite wisdom always supersedes our finite understanding. He will reveal it all in time.
I wrote this blog to encourage you. Do not worry about tomorrow. There is enough trouble today. God takes care of every blade of grass and sees it through its purpose...from lush green to withered and dried. If you want it...He will make it happen.
Love, peace, and blessings.
~SagittarianSoule~
©Neves Destiny Complete
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